I wish

It's 6 in the morning now,
And I've been thinking a lot.
I could never sleep like any normal people do.
I have tons to write.. somehow I can't
I'll try though..
I wish, I won't spending sleepless night alone.
It sucks...

To tell the truth, I'm tired of acting tough all the time.
Then it struck me after someone gave me this
"The consequences of acting tough:YOU HAVE NOBODY'S SHOULDER TO CRY ON"
Again, it sucks if anybody able to be in my shoes right now.